Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Today was your 6th birthday and you were sick :( You had a fever in the middle of the night and because of that, you missed school today. We hung around the house together and watched a lot of "Barbie and the Popstar."
I have to say that in a way I'm glad you were sick today. It meant I got to have you home and all to myself. I've missed you a lot since you started Kindergarten. I know how much you love school and that makes me happy. But there have been times in these last few weeks that I have deeply missed you. Let's face it, for a while it was pretty much just me and you. You were my side-kick. You were my bud. We had so much freedom, just the two of us. It was pretty special. (Just for the record you are still all of those things to me; it's just a little different now).
Several times today you told me things like "I'm lucky I got you for a Mom," or "I love you so much," or "You're the best Mom anyone could ask for." Honestly, I think I'm the lucky one. Lucky that God knew exactly what I needed when he gave me you. You have been such a light in my life, Maddie. I'm always proud of you; like all the time. Your heart mystifies me; it's the most loving and forgiving heart around. You teach me constantly.
So, on your 6th birthday, now that you are all tucked into bed on the top bunk, I want to say thank you. Thank you for being so brave with your emotions and your love. Thank you for being an awesome big sister to Gracie and MJ (they really look up to you). Thank you for being sweet, goofy, smiley you.
But mostly, I hope that some day I can truly live up to the person you see me as. I love you Maddie.